Hello all - I am new to the forum but a long-term fan of Victor and all of his work. As per the title, during my process of awakening (I would not call myself awakened I would add, rather than I am on the path in my own slow and bumbly way) I became aware of a change in my vision, which occurred during what I can only describe as a borderline psychotic break following some rather intense Kundalini practices. My vision became very high definition and super detailed, and everything seemed to be very much alive (much like the world appears on mushrooms or lsd), yet, everything I see now is completely overlaid with dots. Like... pixels on a tv screen. This has remained despite my putting-myself-back-together after the apparent psychosis. However, as I have come to discover, I am not alone in seeing said dots - hence my thinking to raise it here. Does anyone else see anything like this in their vision? Perhaps more noticeable when looking at the sky? Maybe they have always been there, but have just become more noticeable? The funny thing is that I remember seeing the very same dots as a young child. On a couple of occasions at quite a young age I would focus very intently on them - as in, I would pick a cube centimetre of air in front of me and focus on it. I remember twice doing this and all of sudden I zoomed into the dot (the cube of air), only to find that... everything was here again. As in, inside the fractal (of a tiny speck of air), existed this entire reality again. Very hard to explain but it seems dots are a theme for my journey! Anyway, if you have read this far, thanks for reading! And lemme know if you see any damn dots! :)
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Does anyone else see the dots?
Does anyone else see the dots?
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That's interesting man. It honestly sounds like HPPD - Hallucinogen persisting perception disorder. You can read about it here:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hallucinogen_persisting_perception_disorder
But I love your explanation "only to find that... everything was here again. As in, inside the fractal (of a tiny speck of air), existed this entire reality again. " That resonates.